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[heartlands]

i will make this look nice later

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Re: day 254

[audacity]

i believe they tried

idk

it wouldve been rly different if they showed up like before evreything on the boat

or even like

like i used 2 want this

Re: day 254

[heartlands]

but what do you want now?

Re: day 254

[audacity]

i almost wish they had shown up b4 the boat

but mostly i want

my life

not someone elses

Re: day 254

[heartlands]

i think that makes a lot of sense

do you think they're gonna take it badly?

Re: day 254

[audacity]

idk

they take everything super weirdly well so maybe not

but its kinda a big thing 2 say bc theyre still like 'yeah we can go home after a few days'

Re: day 254

[heartlands]

like even if they won't push they're still kind of expecting you to do something you don't want?

Re: day 254

[audacity]

yeah im p sure they think we'll be going back to their town like 7 hrs away from port manteau & meeting the sister & aher baby & idk. staying????

Re: day 254

[heartlands]

super unfair of them tbh

Re: day 254

[audacity]

im not crazy right thats kinda a lot right

Re: day 254

[heartlands]

for sure like

showing up after that long and then just expecting things to go back to normal when you have no idea who they are is wild

Re: day 254

[audacity]

& they dk who i am like idk anything abt 'river'

Re: day 254

[heartlands]

do you think they're maybe a little bit in denial

Re: day 254

[audacity]

idk

u think???

Re: day 254

[heartlands]

i mean

it would make sense with the whole "we know you don't remember us at all and we're springing all of this on you super quick but we're totally gonna go be a happy family again"

like not that i'm trying to justify it or anything because it's making things hard for you but idk maybe they just don't want to accept that their son is gone

Re: day 254

[audacity]

idk how 2 tell them that. its going to suck

& they said something super nice when i said im aster now

Re: day 254

[heartlands]

i guess try to keep in mind like

it might hurt them but pretending you're someone you're not and that you want things you don't is going to end up hurting all of you too

Re: day 254

[audacity]

yeah dw im not lying to them

dont think i could trick them even if i wanted to

it just sucks

Re: day 254

[heartlands]

yeah it does

but for you as well as them you know?

Re: day 254

[audacity]

im soooooo sick of hurting ppl

Re: day 254

[heartlands]

it's not your fault

honestly it feels like they kind of set you up for it a little bit like

what did they expect

Re: day 254

[audacity]

a good kid?

Re: day 254

[heartlands]

where are you

Re: day 254

[audacity]

if i don't tell u are u just gonna start looking all over the city

Re: day 254

[heartlands]

do you wanna find out

Re: day 254

[audacity]

i'd never underestimate a sun sign when it comes 2 finding ppl

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