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[ nods, a little ]

Then we're fine as long as I don't avoid eye-contact. [ joking, ] And if it helps it's about the same? Flamingo and Forte have definitely teased me a little already so they would. Uh, Duran doesn't know about us at all but he was my therapist? So it feels weird. He's probably guessed he knew how I felt before -

[ oop ] Anyway. I agree? I mean if we didn't have boat drama we could be like the perfect couple. But also in a weird way we have the boat to thank for even being together at all. So.

I don't think I've met Duran yet, so it makes sense he doesn't know...

Ha. I like to think I would've asked you out eventually, even back home. But - I get what you mean.

Oh yeah? We need new sheets and pillows for your new bed so -

[ He definitely looks amused and teasing now, maybe to get rid of his own embarassment: ]

Prove it. How would you have asked me out?

Ohhhh. Putting me on the spot, huh?

[amused even if a little embarrassed before he starts thinking about it]

Like I haven't been on the spot a bunch?

[ joking and #waits ]

Well. Things were more normal back then... It was just, like, school and book club and other average kid stuff. So it would've been more chill. Maybe just, like, hey do you want to get lunch sometime?

[...]

I probably would've made it more awkward somehow but that would at least be the intention.

It would have been perfect if it was you.

[ sincerely, and then without pause: ]

"Normal back then," really makes you feel like we've become old men already.

And here I thought you wanted me to be the most embarrassing one for a second.

[teasing, and then he flops back onto the bed]

I'm aginggggg...

[ fuCK ]

- I'm accepting that my brain to mouth filter means I'll be perpetually soft.

[ laughs a little and flops back with him ]

I mean that's not a bad thing.

I like that about you.

[shifting to plant a kiss on his forehead]

[ oh no. in spite of himself he colors some and shakes his head. ]

Only because it's you.

Or because it's you!

[ rolls his eyes good-naturedly ]

Oh, no. According to Flamingo you're corrupting my worse nature and are like the softest person ever. Supposedly I'm the second softest.

I mean. I don't know if I agree with that, but I also don't know if I'd call it corrupting even if that was true.

It's definitely corrupting my very bad boy goth energy that some people thing I have is fading...

slowly, inevitably fading.

Well - do you want it to be?

What to be soft or to have bad boy goth energy? Which do you prefer?

I prefer whatever makes you happiest, duh.

[ laughs as he shifts to give him a quick kiss properly ]

Foiled my evil plan of finding out if you think bad boys are attractive.

I plead the fifth.

[ laughs and shifts to sit up. opens mouth, pauses. opens again ]

I know we both have this habit of saying thanks unnecessarily. But I'm going to say it anyway, because I appreciated you listening and I just appreciate you know - you.

Well - I appreciate you, too. So I guess I don't mind hearing you say it.

It's nice to hear it sometimes, right?

[ but ok ok, he laughs sheepishly ] And I might actually be hungry now.

[ almost like he hadn't eaten before pizza earlier since the day before aint it ]

Wanna run to the lounge again?

Sure. Good chance to check-in on how the new bed thing works if we pass Nana, right?

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