[ he's not sorry to lean back into kiss him again... But stops mid motion. He knows Gingham worries and after everything he just said (and maybe influenced from his own vision watching,) he decides this is better instead: ]
You matter and - like - you can't panic or be embarrassing or - I don't know, anything else you might think to turn me away.
I love you. Like a lot. In case you forgot or needed to hear it.
[ GOD. WHY IS HE SO CUTE? There are reasons why Phoenix is a cheater in life and it's that he can hear everyone else's embarrassing thoughts and they can't hear his and right now it really is just: I love him. He's so adorable. I want him to be happy I want to make him happy, I you know ridiculous teenage thoughts. ]
[ so he kisses him again and that's the end of this, kissing is easier than thinking. ]
Re: day 238 - evening/late night
[ he's not sorry to lean back into kiss him again... But stops mid motion. He knows Gingham worries and after everything he just said (and maybe influenced from his own vision watching,) he decides this is better instead: ]
You matter and - like - you can't panic or be embarrassing or - I don't know, anything else you might think to turn me away.
I love you. Like a lot. In case you forgot or needed to hear it.
Re: day 238 - evening/late night
I love you, too. Like a lot.
Re: day 238 - evening/late night
[ so he kisses him again and that's the end of this, kissing is easier than thinking. ]