okay well i'm sorry but i know that doesn't like mean anything because it happened anyways the least i owe you is an apology though i can explain what i was thinking but only if you think it would help you
i mean ok im not saying this 2 make u feel bad or anything but like if i had to guess u were thinking that u wanted to bet high for whoever u were with since idt you care a lot about winning & nothing else rly mattered & it was just for a day anyway not rly sure what else there is to explain if thats it
don't worry about that the making me feel bad thing i mean you can say whatever you want it's not that it didn't matter to me but again i know that doesn't change the outcome or how it impacted you and i'm not trying to make it about me i just don't want you to think i didn't care at all and it was a "whatever" kind of choice
this is going to sound weird and i dont know if i can word it in a way that doesn't like make it seem like i'm trying to get pity points or something even though that's not what i want but i didn't know what else i had that was like important
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no first i should let you say whatever you want probably
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i'm sorry but i know that doesn't like mean anything because it happened anyways
the least i owe you is an apology though
i can explain what i was thinking but only if you think it would help you
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ok im not saying this 2 make u feel bad or anything
but like if i had to guess u were thinking that u wanted to bet high for whoever u were with
since idt you care a lot about winning
& nothing else rly mattered
& it was just for a day anyway
not rly sure what else there is to explain if thats it
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the making me feel bad thing i mean you can say whatever you want
it's not that it didn't matter to me but again i know that doesn't change the outcome or how it impacted you and i'm not trying to make it about me
i just don't want you to think i didn't care at all and it was a "whatever" kind of choice
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make it seem like i'm trying to get pity points or something even though that's not what i want
but i didn't know what else i had that was like
important
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i think the symbolism is cute and i get it
but
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obsessed with them
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so ur saying that was literally the only thing u could think of
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emotions
happiness
hope
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wait uhh
two somethings
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i literally needed him 2 tell me how 2 not like
choose something rly awful
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