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[heartlands]

i will make this look nice later

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day 281

[audacity]

[ waits till he's sure he's regained his ability to fight. then ]

hey

Re: day 281

[heartlands]

hey
so





no first i should let you say whatever you want probably

Re: day 281

[audacity]

nah go ahead

Re: day 281

[heartlands]

okay
well
i'm sorry but i know that doesn't like mean anything because it happened anyways
the least i owe you is an apology though
i can explain what i was thinking but only if you think it would help you

Re: day 281

[audacity]

i mean
ok im not saying this 2 make u feel bad or anything
but like if i had to guess u were thinking that u wanted to bet high for whoever u were with
since idt you care a lot about winning
& nothing else rly mattered
& it was just for a day anyway
not rly sure what else there is to explain if thats it

Re: day 281

[heartlands]

don't worry about that
the making me feel bad thing i mean you can say whatever you want
it's not that it didn't matter to me but again i know that doesn't change the outcome or how it impacted you and i'm not trying to make it about me
i just don't want you to think i didn't care at all and it was a "whatever" kind of choice

Re: day 281

[audacity]

ok then explain it ig

Re: day 281

[heartlands]

this is going to sound weird and i dont know if i can word it in a way that doesn't like
make it seem like i'm trying to get pity points or something even though that's not what i want
but i didn't know what else i had that was like
important

Re: day 281

[audacity]

u dont have a favorite shirt?

Re: day 281

[heartlands]

no

Re: day 281

[audacity]

ur shoes????

Re: day 281

[heartlands]

i'm going to confess something to you but you can't tell the rest of my family

Re: day 281

[audacity]

omfg

Re: day 281

[heartlands]

i think it's because i'm from a different family
i think the symbolism is cute and i get it
but

Re: day 281

[audacity]

you dont even care about shoes???????????????????

Re: day 281

[heartlands]

i mean i care about how i look in general so i guess that's included but i'm not like
obsessed with them

Re: day 281

[audacity]

i cant believe this

Re: day 281

[heartlands]

sorry i'm a traitor

Re: day 281

[audacity]

[ wait he needs to get back on track here ]

so ur saying that was literally the only thing u could think of

Re: day 281

[heartlands]

the other stuff i thought about seemed like it would have been even worse for everyone

Re: day 281

[audacity]

receipts

Re: day 281

[heartlands]

we talked about like
emotions
happiness
hope

Re: day 281

[audacity]

ok im going to tell you something

wait uhh

two somethings

Re: day 281

[heartlands]

sure

Re: day 281

[audacity]

one of mine was with satin &
i literally needed him 2 tell me how 2 not like
choose something rly awful