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[ a small nod and he shifts a little ]

And then there's -

[ his hand moves to ruffle the curls at the spot of his head where the scarring is. ]

So when I look at the mirror and I see his eyes I'm just like... I like magick? I really, really like magick. But I don't think I want his, like ever.

Why's that?

[ In lieu of an immediate answer he gets up to where his jacket was left and pulls out... his diary. He flips to a page towards the middle of the book and comes back over to hand it to Gingham to read.

notably the "has killed people accidentally with magick" line is bolded and circled as much as he can manage with lines under things like the mind control line ]

... Most of that's stuff I learned from the Dixie performance a while ago? I edited some stuff if I learned about it from visions.

Edited 2025-01-28 07:25 (UTC)

[looking at it for a moment, concerned]

... If you really don't want it, your best bet might be not watching them anymore?

That thought does assume we might get them one day. And they're not blessings and I already have mine.

[ That's his attempt at being hopeful that maybe it's possible even if looking in the mirror scares him. ]

It's just a lot. And he's just a kid - I'm just a kid. That's too much responsibility.

[ shifts to pick up his plate again. he doesn't take the diary back yet. giving him a partly amused, knowing glance:]

Kind of sucks it's hard not to feel some level of responsible about it, huh?

[ because he knows gingham has his own worries about visions. ]

We don't know for sure it will, yeah, but - I think it's worth keeping in mind as a possibility.

[pops another piece of bacon in his mouth with a little sigh]

...Yeah, it does.

[ Gives a small nod. It feels like a possibility. ]

Hence scared.

[ Shifts to close the diary and put it to the side. ]

- In case you worried about it, I don't write about only him in here. I write about everything important to me, even if it caused some trouble in the past.

...I get it. I'm scared, too.

[tilting his head]

Trouble in the past?

[ he swallows something down a little and - he's just going to take his hand at that. ]

[ shakes his head. ]

I've always been afraid of forgetting again so I've written stuff down for forever. It was before we really knew each other, but someone got a hold of it and was like - just a bunch of stuff about me figuring out my feelings or whatever. It was bad at the time, but I'm letting them take something away that was comfortable to me.

[takes it easily, entwining their fingers]

Whoever that person is, they're a huge jerk.

[ smiles some before leaning over to press a kiss to his cheek and then lean his head on his shoulder. mildly, jokingly: ]

Good thing they can't see how I have way more than three pages about you in it now.

[ ... and goes to steal a piece of his bacon at that. is this bullying? ]

Ooh, the suspense...

[and then, after the bacon theft:]

And betrayal too!

Edited (hit enter too early scggffvhh ) 2025-01-28 19:04 (UTC)

[ laughs: ]

They never see it coming.

[ eats the bacon and shifts his own piece back to gingham's plate before offering: ]

How about we strike a deal?

What's the deal?

Since I would have lost at least five times before you if I wasn't determined to get Nettle to class -

We split the punishment. 2 minutes and thirty seconds each? Halved the embarrassment.

No chance I can just steal all five minutes?

[ snorts ]

Only if I also get five minutes.

Edited 2025-01-28 19:15 (UTC)

Fiiiiine.

You're so dramatic.

I've earned it.

Anyways, at least let me go first.

Wow, that's a lot of demands from the loser.

It's not my fault you're cute.

Wowwwwwwww. Starting early in the assault and everything.

[ flops dramatically back. ]

Suggesting rock paper scissors would be cheating so finesse. Only because you're cute.

To start with... Let's go with how incredibly supportive and reassuring you are? About basically everything.

[ opens mouth. Closes it because he knows "no denying," from him would come from an intersection. So he sits back up instead and nods, giving gingham his attention. ]

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