[ he swallows something down a little and - he's just going to take his hand at that. ]

[ shakes his head. ]

I've always been afraid of forgetting again so I've written stuff down for forever. It was before we really knew each other, but someone got a hold of it and was like - just a bunch of stuff about me figuring out my feelings or whatever. It was bad at the time, but I'm letting them take something away that was comfortable to me.