[ opens mouth. closes it like he decides what he was saying wasn't what he wanted: ]

[ shakes his head ]

I was trying to say - I think he's right.

I struggle a lot with trying to rely on people that way because when they worry I worry? And I think sometimes I can't figure out of it's what I'm feeling or they're feeling so it's easier if I don't -

[ Feel probably. ] And then yesterday happened and I feel [ is there a word ]

I feel like part of me in still in that room screaming.

[ nailed it. ]